Lovelife

sorry.








u ask the questions many times already.



and i repeatedly saying no, finding excuses.














sorry.

i dont even know why.


i am comfortable with u.

comfortable.






but i dont know u are the one or not.







i am not sure.
i am not ready for next step.

i need to be sure you are the one before saying yes to next step.







i cannot convinced myself right now.












sorry.





sorry.






putting all the blame, excuses, directed towards you.
while it's me all along.










i dont even know what is wrong with me.






28 years old, engaged for 2 years +
and still saying no, not sure for next step.













sorry.



sorry.






my future, all black, i cannot see light.


no light at the end of the tunnel.












how can i say yes when i cannot see it.











sorry.