it's empty.

i am empty.

well, it's call emptiness.

indeed, my mind, heart and soul are empty.

it have been a while actually, this emptiness.

not that i'd ignore it,

but somehow, i get used to it.

like, it's me.

it's deep in me.

like i am empty.

yes, it can be in a good way,

but seriously,

how can crying and getting hurt over silly things are good?

so, empty did me bad-ly.

i wish, i just wish,

i can be somebody. but then again,

what if that somebody is not a person that i like?

then, i'll end up, wishing to be other person.

the cycle will continue.

and it's empty.

i'll go and sleep.

with this emptiness mind of me.

with hope this will go away.

with hope i'll be okay.

with hope, i'll be me, again, minus the empty.

coz i need a reminder, of how me is me,

without the emptiness.

Thank you myself, for being such a good listener to your own problems.

coz when no one else is here, i know the me inside me,

will always be here, forever.

result

so, my name is not in the list.

either i am a failure,

or i pass the exam.

oh, please be the later one.

please.

i hope.

p/s: i am soooooo mad at this particular person, helllo....

hold your tounge, yup, maybe your thoughts too!~

coz it making me going craaaaaaaazy~~

thats all...

btw, mr.park,

u look hawt as in really hawt!~

wit the iphone, the lady cardigan~

gosh...my heart flattered coz i am so liking me for having a crush for you~

a present, for this diehardfan of yours,

..

i hope u really read all the daily wishes i sent..

and the birthday card too..

it's a dream to have u actually read and think, ahh~this particular person,

but still,

i am stupid and crazy enuff to think & hope for that. =)

go n find a damn good lover for your misery life, mr.park!~

be it a girl, or even a guy.. [but i do wish you're a straight guy, if you're a bi, i still lovin' you, if you're gay, well it's not my prob]

juz go n have the fullest of your life!!~

no more cry n sweet talk mr.park~

or u end up doozing me all day,

n i'll go n married u straight away!~

[ you see mr.park, i dont really mind that u smoke, drink, have tattoos, pierce your body, sleep wit lotz of girl~ coz dat is you, and i am loving you for being you, so, yeah why not?? ]

my fav mr.park for today is: dorky mr.park