yesterday exam

MCQ & OBA - was okay. should do better

OSCE

i am stupid, mad too

stupidly mistakenly think haemorrhoid banding set as laparoscopic set thus 10 marks is off into the drain

and i cant/unable to recongnize stoma bag. those stoma bag

but able to like hoping it was stoma bag n answer some of d Q- thus maybe i'll get 3/10 marks

what hurts most, or kinda make me down is how a lecturer come and says to me; u never seen a stoma bag?

i was like.. umm it's always been a transparent one in d ward...

the pics is brown in color..

yep not his mistakes too. but it's making me down the whole daaaaaaaaaay

and my PMP was ah-owkay but not in a yeay owkay way...




tomorrow is the clinical day

hopeing for good cases,easy case for me,my level

good lecturer...........

T.T and please not him

coz i already gave him this impression dat i am so stupid, unable to recognize stoma bag T.T

december

tomorrow is my final exam for surgery posting

i feel empty

i'm crying

i want to stop all of these

i want to put a stop sign ...

i dont want to be a doctor

i want my life

i need my life

why can i be like others.....









this is me, how i feel, while i'm studying management of head and neck ca...