wake up call

u've gone tru this road
why u still end up choosing the same pathway??

wake up la myself..
this is wrong...
just stay away from that prson..

learn from your mistakes!

do become a selfish person!

for you, my dear

making decision is so hard,
not for you, but also for me
but you, the one who make
everything complicated
and i, i hate that.

i dont ask for much,
i dont need luxurious things
because all i need is you,
and part of you that i can
remember.
bit of you that remind me of
us, our memories, our times.
it is not that hard,
isn't it?

because i, definitely will do
the same for you.
sending bit of me to you,
as you will go on and
never forget me;
because you do.

11.07.09
07.54 p.m.

nudeness. emptiness.

it does feel wrong,
and i am sorry.
it's not me who control this.
i wish to be there too,
for home is what i miss.

what i want,
again,
i am sorry.
because i am not the one
who control this.
i'll be home,
soon.

if God let me, i will.
i wish, He let me

05.08.09
09.25 p.m.

21

21
yes, i am 21 this year
righto on 1 august 2009
21 a.k.a freedom
yes, i'll call that

how do i spend me being 21?
well, lots of fun, dont even know where to start
all those love mushkin honey boney that he showered me
or all those sweet husky voices that kept telling me how lovely and special me, and
it's all end up with kiss, lots of kiss
yes, i love that one too.

ah, not to forget, all the moves that he makes me do
sweet tthough but not my favourite part.

my favourite part, other than eating lots of food n using his money;
is the part i woke up in the morning,
go to his room,
and we get a good, very good and yummy breakfast,
n i dance, i mean we dance,
and i'll manage to do that without slipping or filing my tounge inside his,
or probably better to say his inside me.

good me! good ol' dear me.
dearie me;

i didnt ask for this though,
it's best enough.

tq dearie =)