Sunday, June 5, 2011

face reality

5 more days
inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale

i'm afraid to know the result since i'm a bit sure,like 60% sure i failed the exam..
but still i have this tiny hope that maybe just maybe i pass the exam,

it's not the failure or the word fail that i'm afraid of, coz in life we cant expect to have a pass all the time.
but the challenge to except the fact that i failed... if i fail
and the sanity of brain and emotion that i need to bare
from others, families and myself

coz i never once in my life fail,
my lowest moment is when i got rejected from studying in oversea
my lowest grade would be a b. never a c.

so, may God strenghten me,

ameen