everything is so fucked up.

the x-large size defines how i feel in this moment.

Theory Examination

iam so done T.T

mcq- only able to answer 43 out of 75...

oba- idk what to say bout this.. T.T

pmp- dengue fever n SLE.. but i dont read this topic..at all..i'm using 2 hours by answering based on my 3rd yr knowledge....


today- no exam day.. need to study...but i end up sleep last night...please..not today..i need to study...

tomorrow- clinical... 1 long case, 2 shortcase.. i pray for a specialist that can bare with my mistakes... pray for cooperative patient who can tell proper history... n cooperative kids for the shortcase..

i dont want to fail.. not now..

Posting Paeds Final exam

7 minggu da berlalu..

tktau apa benda yg aku wat dlm 7 minggu ni...

huahuahua

exam theory isnin ni

exam clinical rabu ni.

goodluck diri! usaha & tawakal

HAIP

jangan la baca,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

please........

tq for coming back safe =) <3 p="p">

D6.

i miss u.still.

i forgot how many days u,re gone already.
all i know is it's too long.

i miss you, always
i love u, forever.

come back soon, come back safe.

D5

miserable. and i miss u. so bad. need u now. T.T holding back my tears right now..

D3 & D4

last night, internet connection was bad...

last night, sunday.
lunch at sushi king, eat yummy miso ramen...
dinner at kenny's with lil sis..

end up, being at room at night badly missin you..

today, is monday..
busy day , but as always too lazy to go to hospital..
i end up going after 11am, which is after class... because i need to present case tomorrow afternoon..

tonite is no dinner nite..since i feel i am fat..too fat..

already bank in rm674...waiting for things to arrive and change myself...

really really wish the money worth it..

because i sacrifices my desires to shop for this...

btw, i still miss you today,.
another 8 days without u,
come back, come back safe

i love u, i miss u dearly.

Day 2

day 2 since i cant contact u, u're in jungle.

today is saturday.
i feel fine. a lot compared to yesterday.
my day today is full.

breakfast mcD with J, going out at noon with NA.
bought few things, i.e using scholar money...my wallet now is empty...

bag, a handbag for my lil sis's convocation day. since i cant personally be there..
a brown leather bag, by Jacques Lafleur

then a book for myself...will read it tonite..

"i'm not the girl men choose. i'm the girl who's charming and funny and then drives home alone wondering what she did wrong.i'm the girl who hides who she really is..."

that synopsis..bought me thus making this book mine..

when out with N on the evening.. bought gifts for J and A's birthday.. some shorts...

making myself busy, does help me to reduce my feeling for you..at least i know i am missing you, some moments i think about you, but my life still go on..

i miss you, i miss you so. please come back, come back safe my dear.

will read novel now. night.

Day 1

Day 1 where i cant contact you,
you're not here, and i am miserable.
all the problems.. i know i dont tell you much, but always, always at the end of the day, when you sent me a message or call me, everything will be just fine.

and now, i cant contact you,
and i know, everything is not fine..
how i wish u never join this field trip..

i miss you, i miss you.

when i am in trouble, i miss you more.

and now, i miss you badly, while crying over problems and feeling of missing you.

come back soon, come back safe..

this is me today, after full-hearted crying over someone that used to be a dear friend.

dear self; be strong. in 10 years time, they're nothing but names that you will forget and memories that'll fade away. let's never meet again, you and them, ever.


be strong. they aint worth the tears, not after today, this second.