D2 post medical exam,which by the way sucks.
Today, same like yesterday, i cried out loud, just because of the exam.
i think for real, i might fail.
still, no one fault but me, the ME who idk dont really that enthusiastic like others.
yes, i can see and feel prof disappointment in me,
i still can feel it now,
even my own disappointment,
for once, i am ashamed of myself,
i am
not whole.
i hate me for letting myself go this far..
if, if , if let say, i fail this exam..
idk i can bare it or not.
that is the main Q.
tq
