Thursday, August 30, 2012

5th year posting

hukhuk

sbb da masuk final year ni, kena la rajin rajin mencatat blog (ye ke?) sbb nanti da keja boleh la menjenguk balik, baca, apa la yg ak mengarut time muda muda. ye la, tk reti nk tulis diari bagai, so taip je la..

so 1st posting utk final year ni; paeds. huhu spnjg 3rd yr, tk menggemari pn, tkde stadi sgt sbb mmg jarang org fail. lecturers baik sgt. exam SC pn dlm smua posting clinical ni, mmg paeds la plg tggi. huhu. tp leceh sikit time kelas, nk check2 la, time exam la. dpt budak besar ok a. budak kecik habis nanges. so mak dia pn tk sedap nk jwb pnjg pnjg. so kena la bawak mainan. ingt lg time 3rd yr ada spongebob pya pin kt whitecoard, bola elastik kuar warna n henpon pasar mlm ble men tekan2 kuar bunyi n juga rattle utk baby. huhu mcm 5th yr kena tmbah beli alat nk tau thp IQ budak je... duit lg. ades... nnti ye pkir..

harap2 tkde la prosedur nk kena buat? sbb tgok HO nk amek blood, psg branula bdak kecik mcm susah, budak2 nangis. kang students wat, 2 3 kali tk jadi, phobia la plak budak n mak ayah budak. habes doktor betul nk buat da tk bg. hukhuk..

tengokla mcm mana. akan berusaha utk tidak fail? insyaALLAH.
finale year harus lg cekal.. kalau fail 2 posting kena repeat yr.. owh tk sggup..
skrg pn umur 25 grad, insyaALLAH..kalau repeat umur 26 grad? tuanya, bila nk keja nk kawen nk dpt anak nk smbng stadi segala? huhuhu

wahai diri, sila jgn bermalas malasan. stadi biar betol2, so cuti enjoy =)

hello journal

made a decision to stick on this blog, remain anonymous.

thus deleting my LJ acc.

lastly,

final year of mbbs, insyaAllah. toward a better future, a better me. Ameen

to myself, 

       THIS ROAD MAY NOT BE THE BEST, 
            BUT YOU CAN LIVE IT AND MAKE IT YOUR BEST!  

    insyaAllah

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

24

lucky 24.

lucky 24.

am officially 24 years old.

another year, insyaAllah before i am a doctor, graduating from MBBS.

another year as a single woman, i guess?

i've been thinking about marriage, indeed. no pressure, but just because people close to me soon to be/ are married,
and i am/was their bridemaids,,,

so positively, i do think i am ready for marriage, in a way ready to be a wife and share my life and my future with my ONE.

but not so positively, i dont think he is ready? ready as i mean a good or what i think a husband to be should act or have?

hmmm it's so hard when i am the mature one.. =(

Saturday, August 4, 2012

plan!

this year, 1 august 2012 i am 24 years old. alhamdullilah

i made some plans.

alhamdullilah, i'll enter final year of mbbs.. and insyaAllah graduate with title doctor in 2013..

my plans, before i reach my 25 years old:-

1. every posting, study hard, dont fail! i dont want to do remedial or repeat the year.

2. already email rai, asking to start on herbalife. i want to get slim and healthy; i.e reduce weight but still maintain my BMI. currently my weight is 65 kg. i will use herbalife max for 3 months, get back my early weight i.e 50 kg... after that, i should stop using herbalife n just lead a healthy lifestyle to maintain my weight..

that's all =)