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yes, human forget.

yes, i do forget.

and Malays, always forget.

but it is not others to be blamed for; it is me; my mistake.

and i, the one who chose to do the mistakes, now regret;

but my mind asking my heart: how long can u regret, coz i noe u'll end up doin d same things,
follow d same roads, and regret all of them later.
and that are histories; meant to be repeated, i guess.

but, i want to change; for i know i am a better person, or at least i know i can be one.

kept saying that this is me, d real me, and feeling like a fool d next day; it is not a good decision.

doing medic might not be the best thing that i want; but it can be the best thing ever happen to me.

and all i got to do is; believe.

yes, i am trying to, harder each day.

for failing the exam is not a choice.

for wishing something else is no longer humming in my head.

for accepting, i am here; yes, i am here.

i'll do it everyday, refreshing my mind.

for, this is my destiny, my call and my fate.

thank Allah for this road.

i may not understand it today, but i will, the next day. Insya Allah.