patient

this is me.

how long can i wait?
how long can i bare this?
i dont even know.

seriously, if this is the-so-called love, get me outta here.
this is definitely not love, as it more toward making one soul suffered.

i dont even know how come there's this stupid person that i love, well if this is called love.
but then again, myb i am that stupid to able to choose this person..

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forgive me if i hurt u by sayin all of this,
but seriously,
if i have one choice, if i can go back all over again,
u are definitely not my cup of tea.

coz i know i deserve better,
or maybe,
it is you who deserve better.

for now,
mistakes had been done,
hearts already broken,
words were spoken.

i give time, for me to heal.
for u to realise.
or else,
i end up throwin all of this.

coz no matter what,
i know i still love u.
but my feelin, n my heart, n my brain
all of them are too precious just to be hurt
by u or by their master.